Post by A on Sept 8, 2014 22:22:29 GMT
I just want to say thank you to everyone who is helping me get through this at the moment, and allowing me to vent my problems. I'm sorry I don't reply to everything because I only get to use this once my boyfriend has gone which is normally around 10 o'clock at night.
I've had a terrible day, my boyfriend stopped me going out with my friends in July 2012. And I remember the date so clearly because I lost all my friends shortly after and my freedom. Now all of a sudden, he is now wanting to change this by going back out with his friends. His "best friend" he says. I don't trust his friends as far as I could throw them, my boyfriend and his friends would usually meet other women behind my back and do things they shouldn't. E.g he would cheat on me when around this friend.
My boyfriend said to me "Jacob wants to come to my house, I'm asking if that's okay with you" acting like I've ever stopped him doing so before, or that I'm the controlling one.
I can't say nothing but yes, that's fine. Even though I'm not comfortable with it because every time they have gotten together I've been hurt time and time again.
And if I was too say I wasn't comfortable, he'd just do it anyway.
I feel so worthless because my boyfriend doesn't even invite me to his house, and the fact he took away my freedom in 2012 I feel so used. I literally have no friends, no friends to go out with. I lost all my friends when I left high school because my boyfriend made me delete all contact with them.
I'm devastated. It's like one rule for me and one rule for him.
I'm trying to seek professional help, I'm soon going to see my doctor so he can refer me to a councillor which Hopefully will help me.
I've had a terrible day, my boyfriend stopped me going out with my friends in July 2012. And I remember the date so clearly because I lost all my friends shortly after and my freedom. Now all of a sudden, he is now wanting to change this by going back out with his friends. His "best friend" he says. I don't trust his friends as far as I could throw them, my boyfriend and his friends would usually meet other women behind my back and do things they shouldn't. E.g he would cheat on me when around this friend.
My boyfriend said to me "Jacob wants to come to my house, I'm asking if that's okay with you" acting like I've ever stopped him doing so before, or that I'm the controlling one.
I can't say nothing but yes, that's fine. Even though I'm not comfortable with it because every time they have gotten together I've been hurt time and time again.
And if I was too say I wasn't comfortable, he'd just do it anyway.
I feel so worthless because my boyfriend doesn't even invite me to his house, and the fact he took away my freedom in 2012 I feel so used. I literally have no friends, no friends to go out with. I lost all my friends when I left high school because my boyfriend made me delete all contact with them.
I'm devastated. It's like one rule for me and one rule for him.
I'm trying to seek professional help, I'm soon going to see my doctor so he can refer me to a councillor which Hopefully will help me.